Butler's Quote

"Satu-
satunya hal yang tak
ada di dunia ini adalah
'kepastian'"

what I should do?

i don't know what my life would be...
I want to face it positively, but as i looked to my condition, it's so hard to do
but i dont want to let myself go down
but im really worried about what's gonna happen
i cant hope to be helped,
cause iam not sure i cant reply their kindness
how to help my life by myself?
I have no idea about what i should do
i just can hope,
but hoping without doing is useless
So, what?
What I should do?