actually, i'm happy right know.
I'm really grateful for what I have.
But I got a sudden feeling of fear.
You know, i'm afraid or worry of something that seems so easily come.
I hope it won't easily go, like what others said.
Sometimes, i wonder about happiness,
i'm scared when it comes to me.
"When we get something new, we have to let another things go."
I heard that words and it stays somewhere in me.
We can always get what we want, right?
You're so lucky if you can.
And I realize that something is not 'right', like what we want to be.
Life is really full of surprises and you can't really guess it.
Life is strange sometimes.
And life is something that we can't take for granted,
but here I am.........
Wondering about my life,
'Bout what i've done
What I'm going through
What comes next
What life is
What is the meaning of my life?
How can I be so selfish,
How can I be so,,,,, you know, directionless, meaningless, no purpose
I'm not trying to let myself go down, but i'm asking to myself
what do I really want?
