uncertainty feeling

honestly, im a bit afraid, confused, and worried
should I keep my prestige or Im trying to keep in my way,,
i've made my decision
i will try to take my responsibility,
i don't want to live in the past,
live in regret,
"let it go, let it go"
i keep spelling it, keep trying to forget about it
i hope what will gonna happen will be the best
and im not feel that regret anymore,
i need spirit
i need my cheerish,
please
it's time to get up and leave behind all of your past
keep believing
and
don't think about another's says
keep on your line
keep on your belief
may be
that's the best to me
I don't focus on famous place,
but i hope and want a better life, future
not to care to others
you have believe
if it yours, it will come to you, if not you have to let go
just follow available way, God's way
just believe it

a bit of confession

honestly, i'm confused and worried about my future
may be i've found my passion,
but im still wondering
"can I get it??"
im afraid of refusing and failure
yeah...
im afraid

God, guide me to Your way, please
bless the way I chose
bless me

Feeling?! IDK

You don't know
You will never know about what i feel inside
What kind of hurt i feel
You don't know
what i feel right know
How much tears had fallen down
You don't know
What happened to me
How hard
I can bear it anymore
not long
I dont know
How to keep myself in line
When my brain was going to explode
When i couldn't control my heart again
When i thought like world is against me
When i thought there's no fairness in this world
There's nothing i have
I don't know how to solve all of my problems
Where's the way out?

SHE by Cho Kyuhyun

She
May be the face i can't forget
A trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price
i have to pay
She may be the song that
summer sings
May be the chill that autumn
brings
May be a hundred different
things
Within the measure of a day.

She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven
or a hell
She may be the mirror of my
dreams
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may
seem
Inside her shell

She who always seems so happy
in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private
and so proud
No one's allowed to see them
when they cry
She may be the love that cannot
hope to last
May come to me from shadows
of the past
That i'll remember till the day i
die

She
May be the reason i survive
The why and wherefore i'm alive
The one i'll care for through the
rough and ready years
Me i'll take her laughter and her
tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes i've got to
be
The meaning of my life is she

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