What was the most interesting place you've traveled to?

i want to travel around the world. and i'll do it someday :)

you can ask me and if i know, i'll give you the answer :D thanks

What's your favorite sport?

running :D

you can ask me and if i know, i'll give you the answer :D thanks

Butler's Quote

"Satu-
satunya hal yang tak
ada di dunia ini adalah
'kepastian'"

what I should do?

i don't know what my life would be...
I want to face it positively, but as i looked to my condition, it's so hard to do
but i dont want to let myself go down
but im really worried about what's gonna happen
i cant hope to be helped,
cause iam not sure i cant reply their kindness
how to help my life by myself?
I have no idea about what i should do
i just can hope,
but hoping without doing is useless
So, what?
What I should do?

don't blame me. S.0.S

God,
tonight
i really feel I WANNA KILL HIM, my father
if he don't go, may be i will
i can't hold on this feeling anymore
I CAN NOT AND I DON'T WANT to have a fuckin' jerk father like him,
NO!
why?
I just keep asking that
in envy
why i don't have a supported, fascinating fam like another
why it happen to me?
Am I as strong as You think?
Cant i go on, move on, solve this problem?
Can't I??
Can I?
What should I do God?
May be im just an arrogant man who get my punishment
im not thinking about that
but i think about 'what next?'
what's gonna happen to me?
I can't hoping that dummy2 spoil parents, especially he
can give me a life
can fulfill my fam need
what should I do to get enough money?
To pay the bills, owe
Cause for me, He's dead
i don't n cant depend on anyone but myself
but how?
Show me the way, please
God
before im being crazy
or before i really kill him
or before i cant think rightly and decide to kill myself