what??

if tears can be erased
why i can't stop crying,
if everything is right
why i never felt happy
if there's someone who cares
why i always feel lonely
if a family should have been the place to share, to protect
why i never felt it
i never thought that i have a 'real' family
yeah, not only family
i always feel that everything is fake for me
nothing real
im alone
and i will always feel it

if there's savior,
i know YOU will send that for me
no matter what
i know that YOU never leave me although else does

if the tears can be erased
im sure
it can
someday

my secret crush

when i met you,
i dont feel anything at first
im here and there you
but day by day
you make a special moment which make me smile
that's something that get my attention

for three years we are together,
now i always thinking about you,
always smiling when remember about you
i wonder about what i feel then i know that i feel something different to you
something that i didnt feel to another man

*you're my secret crush
who can make my day wonderful everytime i see your smile
you're the one who can get my attention and my feeling
eventhough may be you dont know
you...
My secret crush

time passed by,
your magic is hypnotizing me,
i cant take my eyes off you
but why,
why cant you see what i feel?
*

may be many people say about monkey love
but you always be my secret crush :)

GALAU

i decide to giving up about you 'cause i don't get anything about your feeling
im wondering,
asking,
cant you see that?
Everytime we get closer, i give you a sign, clue about what i feel
but i dont see anything in yourself
everything become blur not clearer
im confused about it
so, i think it's better to try to forget you eventhough im still consider it
hope the best for us, just it i can say

about his dream

i know about your dream tomorrow
w.o.w i've just known about your dream, to be a doctor. But it doesnt matter, ill pray in order to you can make your dream become true.
It's like im step forward,
im really happy to know about that
and im support you
i hope you can reach your dream and so am i.
Let's fight together (♥ε♥)

Dunno-w

dunno what happened to me, why every single moment with you can make my feel like flying and then why you push me down?
Dunno why you become so special
dunno since when,
what I know is you've already in my mind, in my heart
without warning
Should i hate it?
I wish I could,,
but it's so bad that you can make me smile at my bad day and you can ruin my good day just because a little think about you
Gosh!
How i can control this feeling?