Hurted Feeling

have you ever betrayed by someone you love?
have you ever been hurted by someone that you trust?
you know,
once the relationship is broken,
it will never be the same as it used to be.
it like a broken glass,
once it has been broken, you can't fix it.

you may be still being friends with that one,
you may be pretending that everything is alright.
But, you can't lie to yourself.
Deep in your heart.
and it must be obvious.
Something changes.

You might be still a friend.
you might be still a lover.
you might be still having a respect.
But, you will never trust that person anymore.

That's feeling that I feel to 'that man'
I respected him, but
i'm scared of him too.
and I can't be with someone like that.
Someone that i can't feel comfort or secure with him.
Someone that make me afraid.
Someone that always beg me promise.

You know, i don't like to be forced to say something that i don't want to say.
i do what i wanna do.
and if you keep forcing me,
You see what you get.
Distance.
We will never be the same anymore.

i'm feeling alittle bit guilty
'cause I broke my promise that i said to you.
But for me,
A word that you don't say by heart,
it will never be your word.
it's not a promise.
i'm sorry.