Cerita Kereta 

Aku menaiki Argo Dwipangga

Dan aku jatuh cinta padanya 

Aku dapat menyapa sang mentari dari dalam kereta 

Dan merasa takjub melihat keindahannya 

Dari Senja Utama serta Fajar Utama,

Aku tak pernah merasa bosan dibuatnya 

Perjalanan yang kulalui selalu menyenangkan 

Dan sungguh penuh kesan 

Parahyangan membawaku berpetualang

Bertemu banyak hal yang sebelumnya bahkan tidak aku bayangkan

Sama seperti Lodaya yang melaju begitu cepatnya

Membawaku ke destinasi selanjutnya

Kisah pukul 4 pagi yang tidak akan ku lupa 

Berdiam di stasiun untuk bertemu dengannya 

Argo Sindoro bukanlah favoritku

Aku selalu menanti untuk bertemu

Tapi apa yang kuharap ternyata berbeda dengan realita yang kujumpai

Aku tak merasa hal yang sama lagi

Satu yang membuatku kagum akan keelokannya, Bromo Anggrek

Hiburannya sungguh menarik

Membawaku pergi jauh hingga Pasar Turi

Membuatku tidak ingin kembali

Jika boleh aku mengatakan ini,

Bisakah aku menemuimu lagi ? 

Ini bukan kata rayuan untuk memintamu kembali

Aku tahu itu tak mungkin terjadi

Yang t'lah pergi,

Aku tidak berharap akan kembali

Tapi,

Apa bisa kau memberiku kesempatan

'Tuk Mengungkapkan apa yang belum sempat tersampaikan

Ada maaf yang belum ku ucapkan

Serta semoga berbahagia yang ku harap bisa kau dapatkan

The Beauty of Life

Some days,

It feels good to do nothing

The other days,

It feels so boring and you wanna do something

Some time,

You want to be alone

And enjoy it

But the other times,

It feels better to have a company with you

One day,

You find a possible-to-be a lover

But you missed the opportunity

You lost that person out of worry or curiosity

You know that sometimes it’s not easy to love

But some days,

It’s really hard to let go

That’s the paradox of life

Those are things that make life becomes so funny

Life is like a box of chocolate* they say

You may see some sweetness outside,

But you might not be able to guess what’s inside it

Sometimes,

It’s really full of surprises

And you have no clue about what’s about to happen

That’s the beauty of life I guess.

Note : * quoted from Forest Gum movie

Let go

I know that i must let go of my feeling
The temporary sparks that i feel toward you
It's not the right timing for us
Now is not our time
Idk about the possibility in the future,
but i know
We must let go of our hope
I must let you go
I know it's hard
And it's not easy
As i have known you for pretty long
as we were pretty close back then

But then i realized that
this is the time for reflection
for both of us
to take some time and think about everything
let me here
and see you there
We're apart
Not only by distance,
but also by heart
And now,
It's the best time to let go

Some feelings are best hidden in the right place
It could be back someday
Or it could be replaced
Let's wait and see.

L..I.F.E.

Today I watched a video that said that you can’t worry about these 5 things in life :

1. Your past

2. Judgement of others

3. Limited beliefs

4. Relationship

5. Money

Those things are the things that you can’t control, so it shouldn’t make you worried.

If you worry about your past, you can’t live your present and may ruin your future.

Thus, if you care too much about other’s opinion, you can’t live your life because you’d be too busy thinking about others and it’s not good. Everybody has their right to live their life (but make sure that you’d be responsible of your choices). Happiness is belong to you, NOT others.

And then always have the open-minded mindset that you CAN do anything. If you have that belief, then you REALLY can do anything. That’s why it’s important to have the unlimited belief. Everyone has their potential. You just need to figure out in what field you want to be good at. Everything starts within you, always remember this and be sure in yourself.

Next thing that you don’t need to worry about is relationship. Right things and person will come at the right moment and time. You’d better be prepare for that by doing your best. Have a heart and mind that open to everything and attach to nothing. Take someone’s belief or opinion in your consideration, but always have your own point of view. Always have faith in you that everything comes at the right place and time. If it’s meant to be yours, thn it will come to you.

And last, money shouldn’t be a thing that makes you worry. Money is essential, but it’s not everything. DO NOT CHASE MONEY in life. If you do something wholeheartedly and you really do your best, then money will come. Especially if you also help others in the process. Money should be something complementary, not the most important so that you forget about kindness or yourself when you look for it.

That was a good video, but I don’t really know if the sweet words are true because as you know, in real life, we can’t truly not care abut those stuffs eventho I really wish that I could. I want to enjoy my life. I’d love to do things that I love, but people will keep judging and commenting behind my back. My past will always haunt me and it’s so terrible to have an empty pocket life.

Someone said that the three best teachers in life are : FAILURE, EMPTY POCKET and EMPTY STOMACH.

And I couldn’t agree more about that. Life is a roller-coaster thing. There will be the ups and downs time in life. You need to be strong and sure that you can go through everything. That everything happens for a reason and you’re here, in this world, for a purpose. A good one.

A perfect life doesn’t exist and you don’t need that. But try to create a good life instead, because doing and becoming good is better than being right. Life is full of challenge that might surprise you, but you have to remember that you only have one chance to BE you, so always try to do good.

No matter how hard your life is.

Everyone is fighting an invisible battle (inside or outside) them and you’ll NEVER exactly know about what they feel inside, because you WILL NEVER be in their shoe. It’s not something you can’t judge. That’s why try not to judge others. You’ll never know how they feel inside.

Life is only yours and it’s not your duty to comment or say anything about someone else’s life. Live your own life and do good. That’s enough to have a good life. Let the Creator of the world of the Universe decide your path, but always try to spread and have positive mindset in your life. Don’t let other people thing bring you down. Always have faith in you. You are your own enemy to have a great life.

Note : Images are taken from Google

失恋

If i say that i’ve moved on, will it be quite weird to you?

I’ve fallen in love to a guy for about 3 years,

I was so happy to just by see him

Looking at him from a far

One day, after his graduation, he shook my hand when i congratulated him

And that time, i was really happy

After that, i keep looking at him,

But it seems like he, eventually, become out of my reach

With his busy life

And for a couple of weeks, i find out that he may be dating a woman,

Well, it’s not a big deal for me

Because i realize, from a very first time, that my feeling is just a one-sided love

There are so many words left unsaid

Too much shyness between us

And i know that someday, i have to let him go

And that day is now,

I think i have to move on

Let him be happy with his life

And so do i

I’ve been reaally grateful to know him

So, i feel okay

And eventhough it’s difficult,

Let him go and pray for his best are the only things that i can do for him

Shitsuren Eka

It’s like a title of a dorama that i watched a couple of weeks ago

It tells a story about a man, a broken-hearted chocolatier that trying to get his dream love

He even goes to Paris to learn about chocolates bcause the girl that he loves is really fond of chocolates

But in the end, he keeps being a broken-hearted chocolatier

And that’s life

You can’t expect everything to be like what you want

Sometimes, you need to learn

And it will make you be stronger

So, now, i’m just going to say thank you to you, the one that i once loved,

Mr. Data  

Thanks for coming to my life,

Thanks for coloring my day

Thanks for your kindness and warm heart

I hope that you’ll always be happy and i’ll pray for your best

Always.

Dunia Fana

Jika boleh bertanya,
Untuk apa aku ada di dunia
Yang begitu fana
Dan penuh dengan derita

Lama ku berada di dalamnya
Semakin aku merasa sengsara

Aku tak mampu lagi bersuara
Mengucap kata dan bicara indahnya dunia
Aku tak lagi percaya
Akan segala janji2 surga
Air mata tumpah tanpa terasa

Aku tak tahu lagi merasa sedih atau bahagia

Hidup apa yg ku punya?
Letih aku dengannya
Lelah aku menghadapinya
Seakan bahagia tak pernah kurasa

Aku kecewa,
Aku terluka
Tapi entah pada siapa harus bercerita
Tentang rasa yg begitu menyesakkan dada
Aku tak mau lagi ada
Andai bisa menghilang  tak hanya ada salam cerita
Aku kan segera menghilang dari dunia

At One Night

night without stars
will it be the nice night?
No...?!
Yes, i think so

night without stars
like my life,
empty
im not feel anything

night without stars
i see it and im waiting for the sunshine
i hope for it
Hope for a better life

God,
give me your light,
your true way
let go all the pain
dont leave me alone
cause only YOU who I believe