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dimanche 23 août 2020

Forgive yourself and Move on

Forgive yourself

For things that you didn’t do,

But you wish you could

 

Forgive yourself

For leaving people that you love

Because you don’t trust yourself that you can love them

The way they loved you

 

Forgive yourself

For your past mistakes

That you wish you you could go back

And fixed it

But you can’t

 

Forgive yourself

For not spending time

With people that you love

Because at that time,

You felt like you didn’t want to do it

 

Forgive yourself

For not being kind

To other people

And especially to yourself

When you have to

 

Forgive yourself

And move on. 

lundi 30 mars 2020

Good Soul


After many thoughtful thought,
Many videos that I watched,
I come to a realization that how people behave is based on how they were raised
We all have different backgrounds,
Different ways how we are treated by our family when we were a child
And most of the time, we’re influenced by this

People always have something deep inside their mind and heart because of their upbringing.
It could be the rooted belief of family thing,
The desire to have this family thing because they see happiness at their home
Or the scary thought of having one because they experienced the bad side of broken family.
Everyone has different story that we might not know.
They hide their feelings very well.
They try to look good in front of other, even though they feel really broken and desperate inside
It’s not easy to read someone’s history.

Dear myself,
I know you did many wrongs to other people in the past,
But you still have chances to correct your behaviour,
If you are given any chances to do good and be kind,
Please try to do that.
I know,
It’s not easy for you to open up to people
To trust them
But at least,
Give it a try please,
To do good and to be good.
It could be a good thing for your soul.

Quote from Sophia Bush (taken from Google)



Please try to believe,
As you have experienced it,
There are still many good souls here in this world,
So please,
Try to be part of that.
I know you can. 

lundi 2 décembre 2019

Membangun mimpi

Terkadang,
aku merasa cakrawala dunia terlalu luas untukku
aku ingin berkelana,
tapi ada banyak kendala yang harus dihadapi
aku dihadapkan pada banyak dilema

Aku ingin melihat dunia,
tapi dunia ini begitu luas ternyata
ada banyak hal yang masih belum bisa ku terima
banyak hal yang membuatku bertanya
tapi belum ada jawabnya

Sempat mimpi melihat dunia terasa pudar
dia lenyap dalam perjalanan setiap hari di kereta
ia lenyap karena tuntutan dunia
tuntutan orang tua
tuntutan yang disebut keluarga
untuk hanya sekadar melanjutkan hidup saja

Tapi dunia yang begitu luasnya,
akan sayang jika aku hanya diam di satu tempat saja

Dunia ini memiliki banyak cerita
Ada banyak pula rahasia di dalamnya
Dan aku ingin menggalinya
Mencari tahu kebenarannya
Mencari tahu sejarah mereka

Mimpi itu terkadang pudar,
Tapi suatu waktu ia kembali

Suatu ketika aku bersedih sebab tampaknya,
Mimpi yang ku punya
Tak bisa ku mewujudkannya

Akan tetapi,
ada hari di mana dunia seakan tidak melawanku
Semesta seakan mendukungku
'tuk mewujudkan mimpi yang seakan sudah punah
Dia seakan kembali bangkit
dan berharap bisa diwujudkan
Impian itu kembali bangun
Saat ku rasa sudah mustahil 'tuk membangunnya

Apakah yang harus ku lakukan?
Ku coba mencari jalan untuk meraihnya,
Tapi aku bimbang

Zona nyaman tidak membuatku bahagia
Tapi aku bisa hidup karenanya
Membangun mimpi mungkin akan penuh derita
Berjuang dengan penuh air mata
Tapi pada akhirnya,
Mungkin akan membuatku bahagia

Apa yang harus ku pilih?

mardi 27 novembre 2018

L..I.F.E.

Today I watched a video that said that you can’t worry about these 5 things in life :
1. Your past
2. Judgement of others
3. Limited beliefs
4. Relationship
5. Money

Those things are the things that you can’t control, so it shouldn’t make you worried.
If you worry about your past, you can’t live your present and may ruin your future.
Thus, if you care too much about other’s opinion, you can’t live your life because you’d be too busy thinking about others and it’s not good. Everybody has their right to live their life (but make sure that you’d be responsible of your choices). Happiness is belong to you, NOT others.
And then always have the open-minded mindset that you CAN do anything. If you have that belief, then you REALLY can do anything. That’s why it’s important to have the unlimited belief. Everyone has their potential. You just need to figure out in what field you want to be good at. Everything starts within you, always remember this and be sure in yourself.
Next thing that you don’t need to worry about is relationship. Right things and person will come at the right moment and time. You’d better be prepare for that by doing your best. Have a heart and mind that open to everything and attach to nothing. Take someone’s belief or opinion in your consideration, but always have your own point of view. Always have faith in you that everything comes at the right place and time. If it’s meant to be yours, thn it will come to you.
And last, money shouldn’t be a thing that makes you worry. Money is essential, but it’s not everything. DO NOT CHASE MONEY in life. If you do something wholeheartedly and you really do your best, then money will come. Especially if you also help others in the process. Money should be something complementary, not the most important so that you forget about kindness or yourself when you look for it.


That was a good video, but I don’t really know if the sweet words are true because as you know, in real life, we can’t truly not care abut those stuffs eventho I really wish that I could. I want to enjoy my life. I’d love to do things that I love, but people will keep judging and commenting behind my back. My past will always haunt me and it’s so terrible to have an empty pocket life.
Someone said that the three best teachers in life are : FAILURE, EMPTY POCKET and EMPTY STOMACH.
And I couldn’t agree more about that. Life is a roller-coaster thing. There will be the ups and downs time in life. You need to be strong and sure that you can go through everything. That everything happens for a reason and you’re here, in this world, for a purpose. A good one.

A perfect life doesn’t exist and you don’t need that. But try to create a good life instead, because doing and becoming good is better than being right. Life is full of challenge that might surprise you, but you have to remember that you only have one chance to BE you, so always try to do good.
No matter how hard your life is.
Everyone is fighting an invisible battle (inside or outside) them and you’ll NEVER exactly know about what they feel inside, because you WILL NEVER be in their shoe. It’s not something you can’t judge. That’s why try not to judge others. You’ll never know how they feel inside.

Life is only yours and it’s not your duty to comment or say anything about someone else’s life. Live your own life and do good. That’s enough to have a good life. Let the Creator of the world of the Universe decide your path, but always try to spread and have positive mindset in your life. Don’t let other people thing bring you down. Always have faith in you. You are your own enemy to have a great life.



Note : Images are taken from Google


dimanche 10 décembre 2017

Move On

Taken from Google
A year has passed and a lot of things happened
Everything changes
Everybody changes.
Nothing is as same as it before
And there comes a point where I can’t handle the things anymore
I feel overloaded
I feel exhausted
Togetherness is no longer in our blood
Our culture
And I feel like I’ve had enough
I still wanna give it a try
Give it a chance
But if only one person tries to do it,
It would be quite hard
You’d rather be pissed of by the other person or you’ll be force to follow the stream
When you feel like it’s no longer worth it
And the changes that you hoped for just not happen,
You have no other choice but to make your own decision
To move forward

dimanche 6 juillet 2014

Rasa

berkali-kali berkeluh kesah
namun tak kunjung padam, rasa gelisah
yang berkecamuk di dalam dada
entah ada gerangan apa

bertanya-tanya tanpa ada jawaban,
lelah rasanya hidup begini
entah apa yang sedang kulakukan
bagai hidup tetapi mati

berulang-ulang ini terjadi,
problematika datang tanpa henti
entah apa yang harus kuperbuat
tuk menemukan solusi masalah berat

berlarut-larut dalam kesedihan,
air mata menetes tiada henti,
menanti kebahagiaan
yang entah kapan datang mengisi hati

entah apa yang harus kulakukan
masalah seakan datang tanpa menunggu jawaban
tanpa menunggu masalah lain terselesaikan
ia sudah menunggu untuk diselesaikan

hidup itu rahasia Ilahi
Siapa percaya,  maka akan datang padanya jalan cerah penuh cahayajalan kebahagiaan.
Tapi kapan???

perjalanan ini entah kapan akan berakhir,
peluh mengalir deras di dahi
luka hati tak bisa lagi ditolerir
entah apa lagi yang akan terjadi

ketika hidup hanya sekadar hidup,
apa itu hidup sungguhan
ketika kata-kata hanya sekadar kata tanpa makna
apa ada gunanya?
ketika apa yang terjadi hanya ditangisi tanpa disikapi dengan bijak
apa itu cukup?
ketika dalam pencarian ini aku bimbang
apakah hanya dengan diam akan datang jawaban?
jawaban itu akan ada
ketika engkau mencarinya
ia akan kau temukan
saat kau siap mendengarnya

segala yang terjadi
adalah suratan takdir-Nya
tak ada satupunatau seorangpun yang dapat mengubahnya,
tapi siapa mau berusaha
pasti akan menuai berkah dari Nya, sang Kuasa pemilik alam semesta
Dia yang satu, tiada duanya.

vendredi 31 janvier 2014

Lunar Prediction and Wish

Today is Chinese New Year. It was to be one of a special day in a year for me. Today i saw a lot of stories and predictions about this year and this is all i got.

Well, the master of FengShui said it’s not a reallyy good year for those who were born at midnight (which is including me). And i hope it’s not true. I know that everything’s gonna be tougher, harder, more difficult, more challenging. But life must go on, don’t we? We can’t get stuck on the prediction without doing and trying our best. 
The good things will come to those who wait and work hard. That what is said by most of wise men. 
The problem is.... I become more and more anxious about what’s waiting for me. The better things happen now, the more anxious i’ll be. ‘cause everything can change in a blink of eye. 
Well, it’s not good either to be ‘too worry’ on things that doesn’t (or won’t) happen yet. 
The best thing i can possibly do is just wait and see, try and do my best, pray a lot, and always be prepare. Be aware of everything!
That's what i got from TV and show. And i found this one from a magazine ( a link to be precise ) : http://sante.journaldesfemmes.com/psychologie/horoscope/chinois/coq-annee/ :
Pour profiter des bonnes influences de l'année et atténuer ses impacts plus délicats, adoptez une attitude en harmonie avec la position de l'astre Liem Trinh. Cette année, celui-ci influencera les secteurs liés à la famille et à la carrière. Ces deux domaines seront souvent prioritaires, vous demandant pas mal d'efforts. Si vous acceptez de donner la priorité à vos différentes responsabilités, le Ciel vous sera globalement favorable et vous serez heureux.

Cette année, grâce au soutien de l'astre Thien Dong, vous aurez la possibilité de concrétiser bon nombre de vos souhaits. Mais pour y arriver, commencez par laisser tomber tous les vagues désirs qui vous passent en permanence par la tête, et faites un croix sur ceux que le Ciel n'a pas l'intention d'exaucer. Le secteur de votre thème lié aux voyages, à la communication et à toutes les activités intellectuelles sera très favorisé. Vous pouvez espérer voir se réaliser tous vos rêves touchant ces domaines. De plus, ne refrénez pas vos désirs les plus enfouis. N'écoutez plus les rabat-joie : ce qui ne réussira pas aux autres vous réussira, à vous ! Vous rêvez de devenir journaliste ? Proposez vos articles à une revue, on vous publiera. Vous caressez l'idée de rédiger vos mémoires ? Consacrez-y deux heures par jour, un prix littéraire vous attend. Vous souhaitez devenir guide touristique ? Posez votre candidature chez un voyagiste, vous serez sélectionné
Eléments:
Coq de Bois : Les conditions idéales que vous espériez pour être heureux ne seront probablement jamais réunies. Vous ne trouverez peut-être jamais un brochet ou une carpe selon vos désirs. Dégustez donc avec délices la tanche et le goujon qui sont là, à votre portée, et vous ne risquerez pas d'avoir faim !
Coq d'Eau : Grâce aux bonnes influences de la planète Liem Trinh, vous aurez la possibilité de transformer et de sublimer la banalité de l'existence. Vous pourrez vivre plus intensément, d'une manière extraordinaire, en profitant à fond des plaisirs de la vie au jour le jour.
Coq de Feu : Vous devrez veiller sur votre budget avec la plus extrême vigilance, car l'ambiance générale incitera presque irrésistiblement à des dépenses exagérées. Si vous tenez bien compte de vos ressources, vous vivrez votre année à l'abri de surprises fâcheuses, car l'équilibre aura été maintenu.
Coq de Métal : Beaucoup de vos ambitions professionnelles connaîtront une belle concrétisation. L'astre Huu Bat soutiendra vos efforts de manière ponctuelle et vous protégera de tracas pénibles.
Coq de Terre : Fortement individualiste et quelque peu égocentrique actuellement, vous accuserez une nette instabilité dans votre manière de vous conduire. Et cela risque de déboussoler ceux que vous aimez. L'indulgence ne sera pas non plus votre qualité première, ce qui risque de provoquer des tensions avec vos proches

Well, those two article are differents. One is better than another. One to cheer me up, to encourage me. And the other to make me be careful of everything, to keep working hard and harder. Beacause a good lige can't come itself. We need to work really hard and pray.
One last but not least thing to say.
NEVER GIVE UP!!!
Let's make this year and let's be a better person of you :D
Gong Xi Fa Cai :)

dimanche 31 octobre 2010

When u meet.....

Saat bertemu dgn orang yg
benar2 kau kasihi..
berusahalah memperoleh
kesempatan utk bersamanya
seumur hidupmu...
Karena ketika dia tlah pergi...
segalanya telah terlambat.

Saat bertemu teman yg dapat
dipercaya..
Rukunlah selalu bersamanya...
Karena seumur hidup manusia..
teman sejati tak mudah
ditemukan...

Saat bertemu dg orang yg
pernah kau cintai..
Berikan senyuman terbaik untuk
berterima-kasih...
Karena dia-lah orang yg
membuatmu lebih mengerti ttg
Kasih...

Saat bertemu orang yg pernah
kau benci..
Sapalah dengan tersenyum..
Karena dia membuatmu semakin
teguh/kuat...

Saat bertemu orang yg pernah
mengkhianatimu..
Baik-baik dan berbincanglah
dengannya..
Jika bukan krn dia.. hingga kini
engkau tak akan memahami
dunia....

Saat bertemu orang yg pernah
diam-diam kau cintai..
Berkatilah dia dgn doa'mu...
Karena saat kau mencintainya..
bukankah kau berharap dia
bahagia ?!

Saat bertemu orang yg tergesa-
gesa meninggalkanmu..
Berterima kasihlah bahwa dia
pernah ada dalam hidupmu..
Karena dia akan menjadi bagian
dari nostalgiamu...

Saat bertemu orang yg pernah
salah paham padamu..
Gunakan saat itu untuk
menjelaskannya...Karena engkau mungkin hanya
punya satu kesempatan itu saja
untuk menjelaskan...

Saat bertemu orang yg saat ini
menemanimu seumur hidup..
Berterima kasihlah sepenuhnya
bahwa dia mencintaimu...
Karena saat ini kalian sudah
mendapatkan kebahagiaan dan
cinta sejati......

Source : Planet Comic